Liberating my mind from all worries...for now.

I am actually taking a break from doing the little homework I have but that somehow I have managed to stretch it throughout my day to make it seem to myself that I have a gigantic pile of it.
Yes. It's called procrastination.
It hurts. I tend to do it sometimes once in a while, it kinda feels good to do it too even if it hurts slightly.
Maybeeeee.... I'm a masochist?But yaaaaa, anyways.I woke up this morning thinking about how I had overslept and how I was lazy turtle. How I could consider myself lazy yet some people that barely know me would ever consider me that. I think this is all because of all the multiple personalities we have,
we all have a certain face, attitude, tone of voice, a set of expressions all in one little package that is just ready to be opened for the perfect occasion or people.I could only imagine how people can act and change form like water, placing themselves into the exact
shape of any container:

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--The girl who's home all day playing twister and monopoly, watching anime shows, while her friends think that she is the exact replica of
each and everyone of them, filled with hatred against geeks who probably do the same thing.
--The business man who is always clean cut and professionally dressed in the perfect tone of blue for the perfect meeting, the
perfect scent of cologne, who is secretly obsessed with avoiding showers and waking up late to find his house a disaster.
--The daughter who has her mom fooled thinking that all she does is worry about having the perfect grades, while dedicating every Friday to
escaping with her boyfriend through the window on a "calm" journey in his car.
--That boy that always plays around with his friends, saying that he could care less about the worlds destruction in exclamation, he doesn't care, he
never cares, he doesn't feel, yet spends his free time thinking about life's purpose and staring at couples in envy.
Why are we all someone different in privacy? What is it about ourselves that we are so afraid to show? Everyone does it. I am sure. Everyone keeps a part of themselves secret, I agree, I know that some might do it because it makes them feel secure and know that they are in control. But is it really necessary to be a specific way for acceptance? Is there a book of rules that states that we must do this, is it even inevitable or is it in our nature?
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It's funny, because I do it too and I can't help it. I guess in a way we all suffer with multiple personalities but the only people that are actually diagnosed with this as a real and dramatic problem are those who do as they feel in the spur of the moment.

-----Canis meus id comedit... Ergo bibamus.-----
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